Friday 25 March 2011

kill joys make some noise

yo people- so i am currently extremely pissed off
because apparently this fucking twat @ school fancies someone and wont tell me who
my friend keeps hinting that its me and keeps talking in fucking riddles
which just makes me wanna punch something- oh and the only reason i cant no is because she fucking pinky swore not to tell me
i mean sereously
grow up
u see people this is why i cut myself
anger issues
no not anger issues
issues with annoying fucking pricks who fancy people
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhh
i wanna punch his stupid face
oh and btw my email is abs.99@hotmail.co.uk
if anyone cares
by the way if u read this then please just email me
and just say hi
or i have msn
add me on that as well
same address
yep
ffs
fml
i think i just have anger issues generaly
foo fighters r awesome btw
if u didnt already no that
yeah
unlike my life
i might just give it up and kill myself
because right now i dont see the point
@ all
i might just not be friends with him
that might just put an end to it all
whoever the bitch is i wunt go out with him
if he's to pussy to admit that he likes someone then fuck him
thats just a general statment for him
FUCK HIM
stupid cunt
i think this blog is getting r-rated
and not even like porn
just lots of swearing
hmm
oh well
i will suffice
right well i'mm going now
msn me !"!!!!!!
just yeah anyone msn me
cause im bored
hm
righto bye

Wednesday 23 March 2011

i'm not okay i promise

nom nom nom^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
soz i just thought i'd upload random pics
mainly because i fancie them
if ur like a social snail shell then fyi the top one os andy six(one x- some people think its 2 but he says he prefers it with one x so who r we to decide- answer: we r not)
and the other one is pete wentz (lush!!!) and he's in fall out boy if ur sad and dont know.
so today was remarkably rubbish
i had my hair messed up to hell- oh the joy
and it is long so its a nightmair when it gets messy
:O
anyway i also wanna no if avenged sevenfold r any good because i have a massive poster of them on the wall next to my bed
i thought they were a bit hot so . . .
oohhh and my infinity on high cd came
which i am insanely happy about
so yeah
i also was trying to grow crystals
i have one of those national geographic sets
and yeah
i dont know why though
its like the art thing i make them and then i will have no idea what to do with them and i will just have these random crystals in my room
yeah
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oh and by the way
i love my chemical romance
they r awesome
and they do awesome videos
the na na na video was like kick ass(both meanings- it was kick ass and it was like the movie kick ass)
im actualy quite worried about myself actualy
i think im getting clinicaly deppressed
because i have nothing to think about anymore
and i have started hating alot of people
like this complete bitch @ school
she deserves to die!!!]#
she is a killjoy
a
complete
and
utter
kill
joy
!!!!
the future is bulletproof the aftermath is secondary its time to do it now and do it loud

killjoys make some noise!!!

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im also obbssesed with mario kart
which is absurd because its like crap
which suprisingly doesnt take away from its awesomnesss
lolage
soooo
life screws
im seireously considering suicide right now
ok
well
im off to commit suicide
im gonna be deadeos
ok 
i will be back again tommore (probably from the dead)
peace out animals

Tuesday 22 March 2011

Evening out with your boyfriend

Hey peoples-so life is currently quite dull @tm. oh and just to clarify i h8 nikki sykes.
she spreads stuff about me and my friends and then sends us crappy emails with dull ass sentimental bs and expects us too fall into her std arms.
not a chance
she should just shove it up her ass
anyway- on sunday i bought the fall out boy best off album (beleivers never die)
and just to say right now i love all the deep weird shit like that i also like that phrase war is peace- freedom is slaver-ignorance is strength.
and its true because we r never happy we r always trying to start wars
like world war too
we just would not quit
i think its possibly a good thing cause it shows the rest of the world how kick ass we r and how we r insanely stubborn
it also shows that we r idiots and that we r selfish because we r just letting loads of people die for the sake of our own pride
which is plane idiocy
also i think i wanna get another peircing
it cant be facial unnfortunately because our school is wank and u cant have facial peircings
i want snakebites
they r awesome!!!
i was thinking about stretching my earlobe like i already mentiomed before
but it is just a case of is the pain worth it
and will it look good
i want my arm peircing when im 16 or however old u have to be
i also want a tattoo
i want boycott love tattood on my wrists
because i h8 love
it is stupid
and a waste of time
unnecessary heartbreak
its just like a recipe for disaster
the only good thing about it is when u break up and u get to spend the week in trackies eating ice cream

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oh and ive started drawing again
i kind of went off it for a while but i have started again now
i have started on a massive design
i havnt actualy drawn onto the peice of paper yet cause its big so its expensive and i  cant fuck it up
anyway so the design is basicaly a pic of marilyn monroe- a cartoony one not very realistic
and @ the top in realy small type like writing ' the real bombshells have already sung'
'prima donna' in huge letters like they r made out light bulbs underneath that
then the marilyn monroe drawing
then of the gutter written @ the bottom inn the same style wrting as in the forget u by ceelo green(tune)
so yeah
i dont even no why im doing it
i dont do anything with them
i dont show them to my parents cause they would just think im weird
sooo
yeah so @ the end i just have this picture
entirely pointless
but oh well
it eases the bordem
or soo i think it does
i might ust be easy to please
i dont think i am
anyway im going now
goodbye peoples
l8rs luv ya
P.S i dont love u if ur a peadophile- i might do if ur a hot peadophile
but probably not
peace out

Saturday 12 March 2011

part two

hey people- so i already posted earlier but i hadnt realy dun owt causing me to have nothing to talk about =]
so we went to crystal peaks today.  i dont see the point in crystal peaks cause there is nothing there it is tiny and u may as well just go to meadowhall cause the extent of crystal peaks is a new look the rest of the shops r just the craps ones like holland & barrat(we had to go in there so my stepdad could go get his steroids) he is just paranoid cause he is fat.  which he kinda should be.  but i did get some skinny jeans and some make-up from new look.  i also tried to look for a hot topic store but i couldnt find it which i got a bit annoyed about cause my mate said that they had one there and that is sold loads of band merch and i am obbssesed with band merch so i would obviously wanna go in there
i dunno why i am so obbssesed with band merch- and i dont mean insanely crap stuff like miley crysu and justin beiber and like the jonas brothers and whatever other despicablely stupid people u could think off/
i like rock music and their band merch, i like bvb(black veil brides) mrch and nirvanna and metallica.
mettallica t's r awesome.  but most of the realy good rock bands and their merch are in the us of a so that is a problem because as u will of already guessed i am not.
another wierd thing is i never see any my chemical romance posters or merch any where which is a shame because they r a realy awesome band.
im also annoyed because i watched the kerrang rock party mixtape @ like 12 oclock last night and a bring me the horizon song was on and now i cant remember which one it was
and ive looked on the kerrang website and im sorry but its pure bs there is nothing that is even remotely useful on that website it is pure crap and i hate it
but that site did lead me to start listening to the defiled which r a bit weird as people from what i could see in the magazine but their music is pretty good but they r like all screamo unlike the black veil brides who actualy have quite a bit of singing in their songs and just a part of it as screamo
oh and i just wanna talk about bring me the horizons album suicide season- i am currently listening to it on youtube but i realy wanna buy it cause it looks amazin
but on the youtube vids it realy annoys me when all people have to say is talkin about how people look and wether they r hot
i mean yes this guy dooes look like a god but at least i pay attention to the music as well as looking @ the people
oh and their chealse smile video is kinda weird but i mean thats their style
i mean not that i dont like crazy things because im kinda insane myself- oh and can i just mention that i love the fact that the lead singer ends up passed out in a fridge @ the end of the chealse smile video
oh and btw my moms hair had been done red- she doesnt look emo like @ all she just looks a bit spazzy.
it doesnt look bad its just a change
but my mom doesnt like it unsuprisingly
she is so old fashioned
she doesnt agree with any body modification of any kind
wether it is hair or like peircings or tattoos
she doesnt even have her ears peirced i think- i think she uses clips ons
oh and i cant decide wether to have my ears stretched or not
i no it will hurt but i dunno wether i want it doing
not like massive just a little hole
just one with one of those spikes
oh cool ive just seen on the internet that there is another bring me the horizon album its called ' there is a hell beleive me ive seen it, there is a heaven lets keep it a secret' which i think is as awesome an album title as u can get
i mean sereously
try and beat that
u will fail- just dont try.  give it up and bow down to bring me the horizons awesomness.
u no u want 2 =]
also they write awesome song titles- althought they r admittedly kinda deppressing i mean if ur writing songs called ' it will never end' and ' the saddness will never end'
maybe they have an obbssesion with infinative things.
oh god damm i hate my mom
kk i gotta goo l8rs peace out and as always luv ya
hey people so- its saturday and i am in my room doing nothing atm.  last night was insanely funny and we spent most of the night listening to rock anthems on kerrang.  bit deranged.  although i also watched friday night dinner.  it was soo funny and now im realy tempted to give my dog a beer and see if it turns out the same as whinston.  i hope it would cause that would be soo funny although it wouldnt be kind. but as long as the dog didnt die then im sure the experiment could only be classed as a learning experience for both me and the dog. i might google what would happen if i got my dog drunk,
oh and just wondering- how the hell is bon jovi rock??? he is not a rock band they r a group of drunk drug addicts who r just screaming- its not even good screaming like andy sixxx its just random noise and people who cant play instruments.
and stereophonics they r absolutely crap. they r just the killers except with a crappy welsh dude who cant sing as lead singer excpet brandon flowers. and brandon flowers new band is just the killers except with different people playing the instruments which i just find completely pointless- i dunno why he did it, maybe the band had problems.
but i do like liam ghallagers new band 'beady eye' that is a bit awesome.
unless they just do a brandon flowers and turn into oasis except without noel.
but i do like fall out boy- although im kinda having a philosiphal moment as to why the hell they would pick that as the name for their band.
but anyway their music is good so i dont realy care that much about the band name.
 its like if they like it then screw everyone else- if they dont like it its their problem
like with emo's and shit-  if ur gonna stare @ me then thank u because u have obviously seen something that u find different and that u dont see every day and u find unusual and that was obviously the effect i was goin 4.
plus if u dont like it then ur the one loosing sleep over it not me so that mis amigos is ur problem!!!=]
my mom is having her hair died currently
if anyone cares- she is having it darker which is basicaly copying me
oh god i hope she doesnt look like an emo
i hope it just looks dark and like normal not emo
oh god and she wears black eyeliner
oml what has she done-although she says she wont think she will like it
ok well my brother has just come and decided to get into my bed
kinda random
oh yeah thats another thing
how can such small people be so loud and have so much to say
i mean he is currently having a feature length conversation with a toy snake
plus he is responding for the snake
kinda gay but oh well
oh ffs he is making as god damm zoo in my room
which i will no doubt have to tidy up thanks to my ocd asss mom who has to have everything clean
plus i find that i am not dreaming anymore
i dont know if its because of my little wiccan dream thing i have but its getting a bit boring
im might take it down
or put a spell on it or something i dunno yet
ok my brother is hiding from an imaginary spider
while holding a toy snake
he isnt normal
i dunno why he is scared when he has an insanely big dinsaur toy
that i have to admit makes me nervous when its in the house
hmm is it just me or is anyone else confused and a bit annoyed that when u have like a hundered friends on facebook and they r never online
or is it just me?
probably is
anyway my song today is this is not a scene by fall out boy - i think its awesome
ok well l8rs people and i will probably make a rant again later when i have actualy done something

Friday 11 March 2011

PART TWO

HEY PEOPLE SO I ALREADY POSTED EARLIER BUT MY MOM INTERRUPTED BASICALY MY STEPDAD IS BEIN AN ASS
ALL THE PEOPLE R HERE BUT EARLIER HE WAS ACTIN LIKE A COMPLETE ASS
HE WAS YELLIN @ MY MOM AND STUFF BUT I BASICCALY CANT BE ARSED WITH HIM I DUNNO WHY MY MOM IS STILL WITH HIM
I MEAN GRANTED SHE HAS A CHILD WITH HIM AND STUFF BUT I MEAN I CAN LIVE WITHOUT MY FATHER SO WHY CANT HE
I MEAN ALFIE(MY BORTHER) HATES HIM ANYWAY SO
AND MY NAN AGREES WITH ME AND SHE IS LIKE SOURCE OF ALL KNOWLEDGE CAUSE SHE IS THAT AWESOME
I MEAN HE DOESNT DESERVE LIFE
HE PISSES EVERYONE OF AND EXCPECTS TO GET AWAY WITH IT
I MEAN HE HAS NO RESPECT- MY MOM BOUGHT HIM A CAR FFS
SO HE SHOULD BE MORE GRATEFULL AND STOP BEING SUCH AN ASS TO EVERYONE
;PLUS HE HATES ME
AND I WANT MOM TO BREAK UP WITH HIM
AND HE IS SUCH A POSSER WITH HIS CAR RIDING ROUND EVERWHERE IN IT LOOKING LIKE A COMPLETE TWAT
I HOPE HE GETS IT STOLEN
HE DESERVES TO
AND MY MOM SHOULD GET ALL THE COMPENSATION MONEY CAUSE SHE IS THE OWNER OF THE CAR
NOT THAT BASTARD
HER
HER
HER
OK WELL I AM GONNA STOP ANNOYING U ALL WITH MY PROBLEMS NOW SOO CYA TOMMOROW WHEN I HAVE CALMED DOWN
LOL I SOUND LIKE A RIGHT TRANNIE DRAMA QUEEN
OH AND BY THE WAY MY SONG OF THE DAY IS BORN THIS WAY BY LADY GAGA
I LUV YA ALL
L8RZ & PEACE

Life

So-hey people im back
the part can start
so basicaly im insanely happy because its friday- thats just the way i feel every friday and im sure u do too
unless ur boring and like school- or if ur like unemployed and u dont have a job/life so u have nothing to look forward to except the next dose of ur bennefits loaded into ur account. so yeah well done u!!! its ur fualt taxes r soo high because u cba to get off ur ass and get a job and make something of ur stupid little life
btw add me on youtube- my username is TheMafiaBarbie and i only have one video which is just dance epic fail
it is basicaly my mom and one of her friends lookin like spackers on just dance 2
in their deffence they were very drunk
anyway people generaly tend to come over on fridays put of habbit and also because its fun
so people r supposed to be coming round tonight-
oh god hang on imma post this cause my mom is shouting me soo ill brb and post more